I’d been seeing Javier
(see my previous post) for a few lust-filled weeks when he decided to turn the
tables on me (almost literally). We were in my bedroom, having glorious
unselfconscious sex; me pinned against the wall, his beautiful bronzed arms
hooked under my legs, his body pushing relentlessly into mine while I moaned,
my head rolled back, my hands clawing his hair, trying to pull him even further
into me. Needless to say, I was in my element.
All of a sudden, and far
too soon, he began lowering me towards the floor. I tried to protest – I didn’t
want it to be over already! – but Javi had something else in mind. Lifting me
by my waist, he started to spin me sideways. Before we continue, I’ll just let
you know that while my body’s in good shape, I’m heavy. Sometimes I blame it on
my height; sometimes on the size of my breasts or head (I’m practically E.T.).
To this end, I’m always slightly uncomfortable with people picking me up; but
lifting and spinning, well that was even worse! I was also wondering where
exactly I was going – I’d never been spun by a man before so wasn’t well versed
in this particular act.
69
As it turns out, his plan
was to put me in a vertical 69 position, so I ended up upside down with my face
directly in front of his penis. In turn, his arms were wrapped around my lower
stomach so that he was – in essence – cuddling me upside down. Worried about
being dropped, or him thinking I was a fat lump, it took me a little while to
get comfortable. I reached my hands around to his behind to steady myself, also
using them to stroke and lightly scratch at my leisure. Once I began, my reservations
were replaced by the desire to please, and as for my own pleasure, well...
Suffice to say, I’ll be adding that to my favourites list!
A lot of people feel very
uncomfortable about the 69 position because of what their partner can see,
smell, taste, etc. but I really think it’s a go-to, especially if you’re
insecure. Let me tell you why: firstly, you’re so focused on what you’re doing
(trying to provide him with as much pleasure as possible) that your worries
fade swiftly to the very back of your mind. Secondly, but as your interests
fight between your own pleasure and providing his, it’s more likely that your orgasm
will sneak up on you when you’re not concentrating – and let me tell you: the
sneaky orgasms are always the best! Thirdly (and finally), in the vertical
version, the blood all rushes to your head, which makes for a much more intense
final result. You can use this principle in loads of other positions too,
starting off with simple missionary, just with your head tipped back over the
edge of the bed.
Happy experimenting!
love... V
